She always has had a very difficult time breathing, right from the moment she was born and it just gets so much worse when she's sick. Her doctor looked through her medical history, and ran some tests. He said we need to take her to Primary Children's medical center to have her tested for Cystic fibrosis. She hasn't gained any weight for months and in fact has been losing weight. To say that I'm terrified is the understatement of the century. I've done nothing but cry and pray all day since he told me. I'm so scared. She is my all. she is my baby, my sunshine. I feel that she is my reason for even being here. My purpose. I feel that I need her more than she needs me, I know that sounds strange. I cannot bear to think about her being so sick... I love her so much. Everything about her makes me so happy. All I want for her is to be healthy and happy and to be a good person. That's all I've ever wanted for my Leah, as any parent would. I really don't even know what to think. I'm so scared.
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